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HaCK'D!!!! love kristen 
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| i guess i'm not quite good enough 'cause
i didn't quite help out this time but
i'm sick of being the only one, and i'm
sick of feeling bad for you, 'cause
even though you're my brother,
you're still a pain in my ass
'cause i can't quite fix your life, but
i'll still give you advice i'm sure you'll ignore
i've got my own life to figure out and try to live
i can't give you a free ride if i'm not up on my feet
this life's a goddamned crazy place to not have figured out
but do your best and maybe god will shed some light
i guess i'll take this good day
over the last few months where
we wouldn't talk at all 'cause i'd
had my fill and given up, but
leaning on you was bad for me,
'cause you weren't ready for it.
i'll love you 'til we die, but i can't
keep fixing problems for you
i've got my own life to figure out and try to live
i can't give you a free ride if i'm not up on my feet
this life's a goddamned crazy place to not have figured out
but do your best and maybe god will shed some light
i'm sick of making commitments
i can't see to the end, and
i'm sick of making excuses, and i'm
sick of hearing yours
and stop asking "why"
when you've known all along.
i don't have to justify my
actions anymore
-jake
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| let's see: i get paid tomorrow, and this will be the first paycheck to include my updated payrate. awesome.
i'm wearing pure white pants... they're exactly the right size, but there's no extra room on the legs to hem them up even a quarter inch, but that's okay. and... i'm a bit bored, so...Homestarrunner.com
-jake
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| fixed my computer, sort of... i now have every capability that i had before i fucked it up... including video, audio, and all that other shit... let's see how long it takes this time...
-jake
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| it's so easy to "blow up" your computer these days, and i did it, and now, i've got only 16 colors....and the driver for my video card won't fucking install like it's supposed to....
and when i sing that song, i pretend i'm singing to someone else, 'cause it's like the guys wrote it just for me to sing for her...and i know she'd just be quiet and try to ignore what i'm trying to say... god damn it. *so emo...but i know you understand*
everyone's got plans but me, but at least i have a goal. and it's working so far. but it's just like it used to be...open your damn mouth, and let what you say destroy what you had. but that's okay... i changed your life, right?
and i'm still writing songs that don't have any form of good bridge. and i'm still playing it ska just to trick out my brain...*emo's not supposed to sound happy*, and i'm still mimicking all the good music that's never been written, but fucking it up.
AHHHH!!!!
Worlds of Fun tonight, and that means: Awesome.
and thank god it wasn't just because i suck at staying up. fixed that one up nicely....
-jake
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